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| 10:29pm 19/11/2003 |
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ok so...
IM MOVING IN LESS THAN 3 WEEKS!! YERR!!! hahahaha so anyone care to where?? awesome. another cool fact: MY BIRTHDAY IS IN LESS THAN 24 days!!
haha so here is my bday list!!
*Phish sticker
*Grateful dead sticker
*Beateles sticker
* a new pair of Chacos z2's
*A pair of birkenstocks sandals in mocha suede
*my f'ing car!!
*This patchwork dress on Alteredstatement.com ---under the freedom tab----
*that travel case for my piece that Gray was talkin about
*lots of weed
*a date with Cameron Blaylock (oh yes! never gonna happen even after he returns :( ) haha
*Freddie Jones
so thats my oh so wonderful wishlist, can you provide any of that? awesome cuz i love you! haha
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| 11:21pm 18/11/2003 |
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mood:  flirty music: lucy in the sky with diamonds- Greatful dead(cover)
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ok so saturday was Senior girls, which was soo much fun, CHloe and i smoked b4 hand and we went to this walgreens and like wow this is crzy, we went to be sneaky and spray ourselves and so we were at the front and you know how you are paranoied when you are high well the lady said code ten at the front and we were like FUCK we need to go CODE FUCKIN TEN so we left, but then we went to this SR girls thing and it was pretty cool, but i was really wishin i had a boyfriend, it got me thinking about Kessler, weird i know, but anyways then on sunday we looked at this house and i really like it, except my parents wont let me have the first floor bedroom for fear i will be raped. gay. Okay but then Came monday and i didnt go to school and i talked to Kessler! i really like him hes a fun guy! so yah we are talkin a lot lately and i really like it, and i read his journal and there is comments about me present tee hee! haha ok so yah anyhoo so today we decided to skip, cuz school is so for fools and we went to Katz's for breakfast so felt fat uggh an then we went to WALGREENS and we asked the lady wat a code 10 was and she informs us it is the code for needing change wtf!? we are such losers then we decide to go to chloes and get stoned and we then go to the park and sleep for like 2 hrs nice and then we go to the houstonian and work out and well now im here at home talkin to Kessler and im really excited, so the mroe i talk to him the more i like him. IN FACT today i met this guy whos friends with Cody (the drug dealer and chloe's new bf) and i was like uhh nah i dont like you, i like Kessler, much better haha wow im a loser ok well thats all for now!!!
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| 05:43pm 11/11/2003 |
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so everyday i think about what to write in here and well everyday i come to the same conclusion...nothing much happened I will write tomorrow. Well today has been different, cuz today my best friend left. not for a week or even a month, but she is gone. So no more Melodie. No more moments to enjoy together, well we "secretly" enjoyed, ppl couldnt know we were happy. And its all so sudden. I mean i can deny it all i wish, but she is gone and there is not bringin her back. I mean its so hard to remember everything we went through together and all but wow. this is so difficult. well actually i just dont know anymore....ill get back to you when i can think straight....
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| 08:12pm 03/11/2003 |
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ok so have you ever just wanted to make out with someone?? god i hate that....
well actually i wanna makeout with 'someone' oh my :0 haha ok well nice to know....grret...off to my own world now |
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| weekend update |
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| 10:15pm 02/11/2003 |
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mood: happy...then sad music: lucy in the sky with diamonds- Greatful dead(cover)
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ok, so i havent really expressed many emotions here, in a while, which i plan to do soon, cuz well ive begun to be a lot happier which is just the most grandest of things...lol okay but in a factual mood, here is my weekend!....
Friday- I had to stay at practice til uhh 8:30'ish, Andres and Chloe stayed as well, which was very comforting...well then we picked up mel, checked in with the rents and went to this abandoned house and smoked,then went to this girls party...it was kinda scary and so i called Grayson, ya i really wanted to see him this weekend for some reason lol but i didnt. yah so we drove home and wow i dont know how we did it...werd! then i came home and went to sleep....
Saturday- i had to work, bah humbug then i went to a movie with my momma...love actually it was soo cute! i cant wait for the book to come out i want to read it! lol then i went home and slept ha then its sunday today and we went browsing for a dress it was quite fun and took andres his backpack...interesting...haha ok
so my parents are considering letting andres come live with us...weird ha but whatever...yah so im sad now, cuz Grayson has sac tomorrow and i wont see him :'( thats the worst news yet! lol ok, well i plan on tellin him soon haha ok night night
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| 09:11pm 30/10/2003 |
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ok so today i managed to get cigarettes, go to school, and find weed...what a great day haha....ok so me and cat were talkin about love and it made me think of michael again and wow i really cried...it was soo sad, to think about all that i went thru, i mean my life was so different, i dont know i sort of miss the way things were, but i also dont. god life is so contradictory...oh well i wont cry about my past and laugh at my future! ok so tomorrow is halloween! PILLOW NIGHT!! i am sooo utterly excited!! yes i am!! haha ok, so my quest of Grayson got better, we talked on the fone haha but not that big of a deal cuz he hates me...hahaha ok
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| 09:16pm 28/10/2003 |
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today Sarah G. pointed somethin out to me....ha
i like grayson and i know hes gonna read this and everyones gonna get mad and stuff, but whatever this is MY livejournal isnt it?? ok so there i said it, now watch things change for the worse with my luck oh well see ya...remember the one thing i told you..."i am your angel, can you see me?"
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| 11:52pm 25/10/2003 |
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yah so this morning.
woke up.
went to reese's.
filled the bottles ha.
went to sophmore girls meeting.
went to chloes.
made cupcakes and watched lifetime movies.ha.
drove to melodies house.
ate cupcakes.
told her brother there was "special ingridients".
Beat on his door cuz he was being dumb.
Went to take this girl home.
She thought we were stoned, cuz we were so dumb.
Went to get candy at walgreens.
went to chloes house again.
picked out costumes.
went to barnes and noble.
drove the car to chick-fil-a while my mom was in the store.
OH i am bad ha.
got lost in west u.
find the house.
went to AFS party.
decided to go for a little swim.ha
hung out with Andres.
He tried to teach me to salsa.
no luck :/.
Went to the huka bar.
Smoked too much huka ha.
Got light headed.
Went home.
While jammin to classic rock in Chloe's car with mel.
and now im writting here.
****and so that was my saturday! WITHOUT THE BIKE AND HIKE!! im soo sad!! next weekend!! but halloween is gonna be fantastic! haha ok well im gonna go before someone yells at me about Grayson haha...Grayson doesnt want me, he wants someone else...HA im really gonna cry hahaha ok outie!
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| 08:32pm 21/10/2003 |
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ok so today i took PSAT's haha FUN SHIT...haha ok
Yah so last nite i asked Grayson to cotillion...whoop! ha
yah and well i got tipsy at lunch today uhh ohh
OMG you should have seen Gray today in his new momentary look! i loved it! haha well all except the 'over' shirt! he looked soo cute hot! lol ok yah and well the rest of the day was a joke...that's all, Dustin said he wants to smoke with me on thursday which should be fun. ok well im gonna go and i dont know...do somethin?
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| 06:47pm 20/10/2003 |
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ok so i talked to Dustin about smokin today...soon soon, maybe this weekend
ok so Grayson has this great BArtenders guide...so many fun drinks! haha yerr! so i plan on smokin with this boy soon lol
Grayson, if you are reading this you are a funny kid! :D *loves* haha ok, so tomorrow is PSAT's fun shit, wat do you say?? haha ok, well i have homework to do for Griffith's class...oh fun <33 alex. |
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| 11:48pm 19/10/2003 |
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ok so i think my luck is changing...yes it is...i like him i really do...whoa! and btw everyone KYLER is by far they neatest guy ever! i love him soo much! he brings luck so my life haha ya
OH WOW! im in such a good mood rite now! thank you Gray Gray and Mr. Kyler!!
Sleeping with only good thoughts to come
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| 10:32pm 19/10/2003 |
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so the sad part is...
I could have the worst
day ever and be so incredibly
upset. I scroll down the
buddy list and find
no one to express myself
to. I wish I had the
friends I thought I had
He made me cry
Is that a friend?
I think I need to move on
into a new world far away
from his hate
I wish i could have some to love
that would love me back
I know i will find it
but why do i have to wait
I want a FRIEND who cares
just one would be fine
all i do it rely on those i dont
know
and they dont know me...i just
wish he didnt make me cry
you did it once
now you've done it twice
You cannot do it a third time
I will not allow it
you have broken my heart one too many times
and i will make that sheild to protect me from you and
your evil ways
its all in the way you look at me
the way you talk to me
the way i wish you loved me |
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